Night Thoughts

It's a shiny evening here at the spider maze and my thoughts reflect the glossy covered murk within me. I don't want to rant or unload. It's a mixed feeling of the eager, overloaded, can't-ask-for-help-that's-weakness boredom that has plagued me for some months now.
Some things I wish I could get done with already, others I feel like I'll never do properly. So helpless at times and at others it's like I'm being held back. A proverbial mountain and anvil.
I can't seem to maintain a working task list at all, yet that's the best i can do...
Will just have to hammer away at it. Prioritize!
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Friar Greg